Lougong,

this is for you.

By the time you read this I am most probably in NS already. And con lan firm you stalk me kao kao so I know you'll read it. Speaking of NS, it's so sad to leave for you 3 months. Really depressing. I don't know how to hold myself together everytime I count the days left with you until I leave. Maybe it's not a big deal but I'm so used to seeing you every single day. And it'll be hell if I couldn't. 3 months is going to be hell to me.

This is our 7/8 months together. Not very long but our journey was too good to be true. How can I not notice you before? So round and chubby. It's impossible to not notice you now! I admire your patience and your ability to tell all sorts of grandma stories and 'da dao li'.

One of the best line 'There is actually no problem unless a person creates it' .

Something to remember for a very long time! I'm gonna miss it. Like moments when I'm all negative and emo, you'll sure have your charm to make me feel better. Maybe this is just like any other blog post or love letter to a boyfriend, but at least I mean it. We all know it's true.

But since you were so jealous about other guys out there, which is why I'm writing one to you now. I'm not very good in words and I suck in languages and we normally communicate in Chinese, but I hope this will do.

Anyway, thanks for everything. Like really everything. The times you sacrifice yourself for me just to make me feel better or make life easier for me. You think I don't know but I know. You think you're keeping a secret from me but others will tell me too. So when I randomly say thank you to you, or apologise to you, it means that I know something that you think I don't know. And still, thank you. I still can read what your mind is thinking. Sometimes just to act as if I don't know because your reactions are just too cute.

You may not be the perfect boyfriend. And you may not look like Rain. Haha. But you are one of a kind. Quite mature for a 17 year old guy and very understanding, although you may be slow in guessing.

Lougong ar, I'm so going to miss you. You're going to miss me too right? :) I'm gonna miss the times we sing our lungs out in the car. I'm gonna miss wiggling with you and learning cantonese songs. I'm going to miss washing cars with you and playing with Meimei. I'm going to miss watching movie with you every weekend and having 3 meals with you everyday. I'm going to miss Skyping with you every night. I'm going to miss laying on your tummy. I'm going to miss sitting in your car. I'm going to miss your smell. I'm going to miss your voice. I'm going to miss you 'ageo-ing'.

3 months sound like I'm going away forever -.-

Uhh, and I'm the only one that I know who's so smart to enter NS -.-

Well, lougong, we'll miss a few things together in the beginning of 2012 but we have a long future ahead! I'm looking forward to our never ending :p Screw what other people say about our relationship and things like how our thinking will change when we grow older. For now, I only know that I love you and I've never love someone like you. Never thought I could but I'm pretty much dedicated to this relationship.

Please work well in my mommy's office when I'm away! I'm sure you are good in talking with the aunties!

Wait for me.

I'll be back as soon as I can!

Like you say, we have to sleep early every night so that the day pass faster and we'll see each other very very soon!

Missing you like crazy already half cook fry fishball ♥