The world is THAT realistic. And people are becoming more and more materialistic everyday. From Iphones to Ipads and Ipods, Beats to Alienware and SkullCandy, clothes to shoes and bags, diamonds to pearls to gold.

What else?

And to actually live in this world now, or even breathe, you just have to have it. Even the slightest needs. Maybe not for everyone in the world, yet. But at least most of us here, most of the people I know, people who are using facebook, twitter, tumblr, formspring, foursquare etc etc. What are the percentage of people using an Iphone? Or how many people out there actually own more than one 2k headphone. And how many people out there has a closet bigger than their own room?

xx

I myself is facing economy crisis :( Having a hard time getting money but money I have is burning fast. I obviously am desperate for money. Money Money Money. I need money for so many many many things now. And in my situation, I don't and can't get money from anyone. If I never planned to go Prom, life would be easier. If I'm not that keen to learn how to drive, life would be easier. If I'm didn't see that dress that I love so much, life would be easier. If I never got into an argument with mom, life would be MUCH MUCH easier.

So many IFs ?

Obviously my desperation is getting me depressed.

Sigh

:'(